Killer Heels

Had my doc's appointment in the morn and then I decided to head out to the city via public transport. Shopping was good and I got Julia to shave off the left side of my hair. It was pretty much a day-out by myself, I even watched Valentine's Day on my own. (shhh, don't tell Nathan). I also saw my recent ex-boyfriend's girlfriend. She didn't recognise me, but uh, I didn't feel too great about it. I got over it quickly though.

Here are some snaps of the new-ish 'do.

The damn sleeping pill is starting to take effect.
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Only By Appointment

You're not concerned about my well-being,
you're just doing your job.

Blood Is Thicker Than Water

It's ironic how people tell you, "I'm here if you ever need me."

I asked for the truth, not a damn joke.
IRONIC

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I've Got Time

I'm opening myself up to love

but it keeps rejecting me, telling me to wait.

But I can't.

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As the side of my head leant closer to your chest, I traced the contours of your torso with my head - therefore positioning it on the centre of your chest. Your heart beats one, and skips another; I listen intently.

"What are you doing?" you ask,

"Shhh, I need quiet." I reply.

A few moments pass and that same confused expression remains pasted on your face, and as I began to speak placidly,

"You heart played my favourite song."

Corny, no?

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Craziest weekend of my life.
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The Anniversary May Never Be The Same

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side.

How does she feel, how does she kiss,

How does she taste while she's on your lips?

I can't forget you I know you want me to want you, I want to.

But I can't forgive you, so when this is over don't blow your composure baby.

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I'm finally getting my life back on track.

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Mer Du Japon

J'EN PERDS LA RAISON

DANS LA MER DU JAPON

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Re: Stacks

Quite a few things to blog about today, so first thing's first:

I fell in love with this Kasabian album cover.

It's cute! and haunting at the same time :3

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Secondly, I want this cat!

I've decided what I want for my birthday this year...

A cat! A cat I shall name 'Chlamydia'.

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Thirdly, my best-friend says I look like a pauper boy.

One that you'd see in a movie like Oliver Twist.

I miss my best-friend, that bastard.

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And fourthly (no image),

I've finally submitted my essay after 2 months!

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That is all :)

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Kill The Director

How lovely,

I'm alone while you frolick in some other woman's cave.

Deny,

deny,

deny.

Regrowth,
ugh.
Sleep deprivation,
ugh.

Happy 19th birthday male best-friend.

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Not An Addict

Breathe it in and breathe it out

and pass it on, it's almost out.

We're so creative, so much more,

we're high above but on the floor.

The deeper you stick it in your vein,

the deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain.

I'm in heaven, I'm a god,

I'm everywhere, I feel so hot.

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And I'll tell myself, "I don't love him, I don't love him..." mutiple times, over and over until I eventually do fall out of love with you.
What can I do? You're not coming back.

Valentine's Day blows.

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I Fly Like Paper, Get High Like Planes

This afternoon I walked the streets of busy Melbourne

and as a woman dressed in black staggered along the side walk,

her inevitable stench overcame my senses and I thought to myself,

"She's as high as a fucking kite!"

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Bitches Are Like Stitches

Wow the thunderstorm was crazy today.
Do you know how you watch those sappy romance movies with rain scenes and you sceptically critique their use of artificial rain and think to yourself, "It never normally rains that hard in real life." Well I have been proven wrong today. It rained so hard to a point that I walked through a baby pool inside McDonalds. Crazy isn't it!

Well there's been an announcement and there's no school tomorrow :)
I think it's the only good thing that has happened at my school this year.
And work got cancelled as well, IT SHOULD DEFINITELY RAIN MORE OFTEN! So I spent the afternoon reading 'The Death of Socrates' until I fell asleep. I was then awoken at 8 for dinner and spent the rest of my night watching HIMYM, Thank God You're Here, and Family Guy, wooo! Then I hopped on MSN and chatted the rest of the night away with my guy best-friend.

Tonight's a especially great night to listen to the Beatles

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An Angry Blog

FUCK WHAT I SAID, IT DON'T MEAN SHIT NOW. FUCK THE PRESENTS, MIGHT AS WELL THROW THEM OUT. FUCK ALL THOSE KISSES, THEY DIDN'T MEAN JACK.

FUCK YOU, YOU HOE,

I DON'T WANT YOU BACK.

All apologies, I just had to get that out of my system.
And this is why I hate relationships.
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My Last Serenade

This is my last serenade,

I feel you as you fall away.

This is my last serenade,

From yourself, you can't run away.

It's your choice, point the finger

but it's on your head.

Your destination is a choice within yourself;

will you rise or become a slave?

My Last Serenade - Killswitch Engage

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7 straight hours of nothing but pure, intense specialist work.
I hate my school, I didn't work my ass off my whole life just to have a shitfuck year 12. I wouldn't mind if I rocked up to school tomorrow to find that the place has burned to ashes. All these new school policies have been implemented too. I got so much shit for things like accidentally walking up a flight of stairs where students are prohibited. Firstly, there was no sign stating that there were to be no students allowed; secondly, I've always used that flight of stairs; and thirdly, I just saw that kid run up there.
Policy #4: a right to a voice.
Yeah right. More like, "we'll add this rule here so we can fuck with your heads."
I'm mighty depressed as hell.

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Gravity

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile, when I thought that I was strong.

But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see

that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

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The girls have began booking for Schoolies,
I'm so damn excited. Too bad I'm paying for my own share of the accomodation, but it's good in a way 'cause I get to say that I've paid for my own holiday.
I've also booked myself in for study/methods/specialist lectures in the city on the 21st and 27th. And following the lecture on the 27th, I've got Alex's 18th at Williamstown and Ray & Mary's 18th at St Kilda. I'm pretty hyped for that weekend.

And this weekend as well! Applying for a Medicare card this Saturday, followed by a nice dinner with a few mates. And the Coca-Cola St Kilda Festival this Sunday with the best-friend and her boyfriend for Valentine's day. (L)

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Life

I hate needing

and wanting.

Curiousity killed the cat.

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I'm On That 88 Shit

Boo!

Pretty chill day today.

I visited my specialist,

went to the bank,

received another lovely book in the mail;

Chekhov's Lady With A Little Dog & Other Stories,

had a mad karaoke sesh with the little brother,

and spent the last few hours of my night drinking sweet tea out of my fave the Beatles mug.

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Ágætis byrjun

"An Alright Start"

Awesome night-time song to chill to.
No significance, it's just got a lovely rhythm and beat.

Life is good at the moment :)

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Takk...

"Thanks..."

I guess I'm fine...

Until I'm reminded of you,

you f%cking pussywhipped two-timing manslut

and your 12 year old trailer-trash bitch.

Keep your shameful "I was afraid of getting hurt 'cause I fell in love with you" bullshit in the back of your throat where it belongs. I don't need you to spit that shit out at me.

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Í Gær

"Yesterday"

I sent you to Vegas
With a pocket full of paper,
and with no ultimatums on you.
I thought what could separate us?
But it just seemed that Vegas
only brought the player outta you
Hey baby, what's yo' name?

Song of the night:

Why Should I Be Sad? - Britney Spears

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Inní mér syngur vitleysingur

"Within Me A Lunatic Sings"

Deciding to grow the right side of my hair? :)

I've finally finished a WHOLE chapter of methods in just 2 hours! Pretty satisfying achievement I must say :)

I've compiled a list of things (half-practical things) I'd like to by myself within the year:

- and XBox 360

- an orange cat

- a hammock

- a DSi or PSP Go...

I might just finish this off tomorrow. I'm getting told off for staying up too late. ):

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Með blóðnasir

"I Have A Nosebleed"

Interesting song name... And I have no eyebrows. ):

I'm currently taking a break to escape the swamp of homework that has managed to frighteningly pile up on my desk. I think leaving holiday homework to the last minute is the worst idea and decision I've made this year... Apart from a few others.
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This is my desk. And this is only my methods work on my table ): You should see the specialist and history pile );

But my day wasn't all bad, I got some books in the mail which I'm very pleased about! I love receiving things in the mail. There's one book in particular in which I'm very fond of; Gwen Harwood Collected Poems. (L)

I guess I'd better get back to it ):

Song of the day:

Nantes - Beirut

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Svo hljótt

"So Quietly"

From now on, I've decided to use Sigur Rós' song names to title my blog entries.

I'm beginning to notice the importance of this year's education.

It's my final high school year, and there's a mere 30 weeks left of this.

25 Mondays,

29 Tuesdays

30 Wednesdays

29 Thursdays and

29 Fridays left of school.

Yep, I've even taken out the public holidays and I've counted every day there is left for me to endure in my senior year. I'm that eager to get school over and done with.

I've minimised Facebooking, which I honestly thought I'd struggle with. But it looks like I'm doing fine without it.

Time for me to sleep. Or eat. Whichever one. :)

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