Happiness

Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard

Happiness was never mine to hold

Careful child, light the fuse and get away

‘Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks

Happiness damn near destroys you

Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor

So you tell yourself, that’s probably enough for now

Happiness has a violent roar

Where do I begin?
Contemplating the end of life,
I wish to return this Gift of Life back to God.
Would that be rude?
I am absent; my mind and body working against each other
I'm stuck between the crossroad of what I want to do and what I should do
I am unhappy
I am unappreciated
Destiny Vs. Predestination
I am still alone, no matter how many people surround me
I dream of closing my eyes to fall back towards the raging ocean
I fall, my body thrown and thrashed angrily back and forth in these waves which drown me
Who said you can never dream of falling?
My mind is open, but what can you really understand?

This is our ungodly hour
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He doesn't even smile anymore
And I can't see anything positive.

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Drop It Like It's Hot

I am tripping.

Spare me the freakin' dirrrrrty looks now, don't blame me

How was shopping GV? Twas SHIT.
2-3 hours of shopping and all I got was a chai latte and a $20 iTunes card.
I can finally download The Flaws' album, Achieving Vagueness
I really want to shop for lamp shades
I have a crapshoot lamp shade from IKEA and a broken lava lamp
Cry cry cry me a river
I tried all these clothes in all these stores
I've never felt so ugly in my entire life
I wish I was taller
Oh complain complain complain
I refrained from buying useless things... But I really liked that shirt.
Twas hard looking for good lamp shades on Google images
The X-ray and Jewish propaganda shades seemed to be my only faves


I might just end up making my own lamp shade with David Bowie's face on it. Sadface
Mum complained about my excessive use of eyeliner
"Fire out! You use eyeliner like you use toilet paper!"
WOMAN? FIRE OUT? WHUT? HAHAHAHAHAAH
More like she meant "far out"
I'm getting a car!??!?!?!?!!?!?!?
What? Black Mini Cooper? What?
Mum spoiled my birthday surprise
Note to self: Save up for a pair of Ksubi's, a silver/black 16GB iPod nanorrrrr, and my little brother's birthday present.

I should attempt my homework.
Or not

http://www.ksubi.com/ love this blog

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Get Up From Down There

I am apathetic.

I honestly don't want to put up with your sack o' shit, pinning your blame on your problems which you can fix but refuse to. I didn't sign up for this in the beginning; if you refuse to fix yourself up, you can forget about everything else.

SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY

Eating doesn't feel like eating
Am I delusional?
Drinking soy milk every 30 minutes = true satisfaction
Gummi bears have gone stiff, depressedface
Getting chicken sausage cravings. Bad vegetarian, bad
Don't really feel like composing proper sentences today
Laughing at my boyfriend's misfortunes, sorry. I was eating cookies and remembered something funny in my head - legitimate excuse
I want these boots (Baxter and Maisie (yes even shoes have names), by Wittner) but they're a pricey $169.95 and $199 though, sadface

Net connection is lagging hardcore, not happy Jan
Big, big urge to shower right now, ugh I feel sticky and dirty
I want to go shopping, but what will I buy?
There's an idea, I'll go out right now
I'll watch Edward Scissorhands until I fall asleep
It's winter all of a sudden, raging whore
Nope, not a big fan. No, not I
Spring where are you hiding?

Whoever decided to do a raindance, I'm going to punch you square in the face and knock you out cold

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I Just Called To Say I...

I am distraught.

I don't feel much like talking tonight.
But thanks for the wonderful day best-friend; inverted umbrellas.
I'm too sad to give a shit.

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
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Fighting A War Inside My Mind

I don't really know who to choose.
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Joy Ride

I am contemplative.

I found conjoined quadruplets while fondling with my big box of gummi bears.

I had work today, and got hyped about the grand final in the morning. Even though the best team ever, Collingwood, wasn't playing I excused myself from work early just to watch the game. I missed the kick-off at 2:30 'cause mum wanted to see our neighbour get out of the limo in the pouring rain. So anyway, I watched the game until it reached a tie of 31-all and subconsciously fell asleep. Next thing I know, I'm waking up to "Four foh you Glen Coco. You go Glen Coco" on the projector. How on earth did I get here?

I slept through the rest of the movie and woke up at 7 to Facebook and MSN. Dad, Gian and I ate dinner at a sushi bar somewhere. Twas good, twas good. I am now binging to Haribo Goldbears gummi bears and no one can stop me.
Time for me to sk'daddle. Busy day tomorrow; San Lorenzo dance performance, hang out with Michael (city), and meet up with Den and Karnhy in St Albans to get down to bizznizzzzzzz.

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Hello there, we should stop hanging out because you're lovely
And I don't want anymore mistakes.
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You oughta see this,
Honestly my current fave.

Joy Ride - The Killers
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