Three Sleepless Nights

"And all I wanted was a call, but it never came to First and Amistad"

It's nights like these; you've done everything you can. Completed your work, worked chores for the sake of killin' some time only to find that you have more time on your hands. I sit on my bed an think, "What now?" and secretly wish for my phone to ring.
These are the downfalls of being single - you also have these lonely nights.
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Let go of your childhood. Your past.
I know it's nice reminiscing... But all the time? How do you expect to progress into the future and claim your goal of making 2009 the year of your life when you're just so hung up on the past? glued to those fond memories which you wish to retain, to experiece all over again and for the rest of your life.
Let it go darling, I let you go.
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You've just called me, interrogating me with nonsense.
What's so special about him? Why not me? Why aren't I the one?
Well whoever you claim for him to be, he's not special.
Not one bit.
Say his name damnit! Getting my heart crushed isn't something new.