Hooked

Outgrowing my fringe and my short bob.

I'm so down for the whole dramatic appearance change right now. It's a little weird though cos an outgrown bob looks like a really freaky mullet so in the meanwhile, I've decided to stick to the bobby-pin-and-hairspray method of holding my hair back until it grows properly cos I still can't tie my hair without having tiny bits of hair sticking out. (n)

I'm sick of the whole sensitive and self-conscious thing with relationships, so I'm just gonna stop thinking about it by doing housework. Suck it up, G.

And speaking of which, my mum left to go to Phils. tonight to visit my ill grandma. I wasn't really given much option on whether I could go or not because I'm stuck with taking care of the house, younger brother, and paying of domestic bills. But don't tell my mum this but... I really miss her for once. And I have nobody to cry to if I get those rape-nightmares. *shudders*

It's hella lonely tonight.

Like, really lonely.

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