It's time to make a move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here...
(1st pic: The bestfriend and I / 2nd pic: The couple)
The amount of Thai food that was supplied for one meal could have lasted us a week, the service was fast and prices were reasonably cheap. Then we made a split decision to go to Chadstone Shopping Centre from there. Neither of us had ever been there before, but with proper directions from Customer Service, we easily found our way. We got on the train, on our way to Chadstone and we had too much to laugh about. It was probably the Thai food getting to us. Gosh, I love Thai food.
So we arrived at Chadstone a little later and watched the Mummy 3. Got home at a later time and encountered a hand-stroking-bearded-weirdo working at the station's fast food hut.
I'm falling in love with the idea of Dracula.
Ok so I'm currently on Spring holidays, and I'm having the time of my life. I have so much planned; enjoying the sun as it bursts out its glorifying rays of pleasant heat onto our part of the world for the first time since it's annual hibernation, time spent with family and friends, being happy, discovering my purpose and current direction.
Firstly, I'll type about how people usually live regretting lost time with their families. I've had conversations with older friends about regretting lost time with their families, regretting the trouble they caused, regretting leaving school, regretting to create peace with past peers, regretting to realise earlier, and regretting to make amends. All I can do is give them sympathy for I cannot imagine living the rest of my life in regret. Being stubborn at an early age, I've learnt from their experiences and mine own experiences - I've learnt that blood is thicker than water. I cherish my family for everything, full stop. I'll spend most of my time with them, for in the future, there won't be any time left between us altogether.
My purpose, is to be happy. No one can lead me down and out, I'll be me for me. Not for you, or for anyone - for me. Being in a relationship, or any similars in that matter, do not have to power to make me whole for I am whole myself. Being in love? Much too early. Destiny? What kind of New Age bullshit is that? I'm the happiest I can be.
Current direction, I'm heading forward on my own pace with the guidance of God.
Obviously, I don't know what to write.
"Have you guys looked at the walls, what c-colour are they?
Awkwarddddd-marine. Hah."
Love you.
Ok, so comparing this entry to my blogging frequency, I haven't blogged in a while.
What I was thinking in typing for this blog is just some fancy thoughts running through my mind. Running a span of 2 minutes, let's see how many things can run through my head. This will give you a chance to critique the functions of my thoughts. Time starts... now:
- The definition of ipso facto: close to the fact.
- I want to watch Lake Placid.
- Placid means undisturbed.
- Lake Placid is the movie with the freaky-deaky mutated alligators/crocodiles.
- What the hell is the difference?
- My hand has weird symbols drawn on by permanent marker.
- I like collecting newspaper clippings.
- There is a comic on the Herald Sun called 'Non-Sequitir' that I like to read.
- The caricatures are cute.
- Cute means ugly and amusing.
- Holding onto the past, dwelling on memories won't bring them back. It only wastes the time you have in the present.
- Oh shit, I've gone over the 2 min. limit by 38 seconds.
And there you have it, the runs of my mind.
An old man gave me a tip he said, "Don't waste your time with politics". He said "Just chase skirts instead."
"Life is too short, and you're almost dead." he said, "I met a woman once, I gave her my best shot but never did I talk and talk and talk. If I had her back, I'd be as real as my age. I so don't blame them, I wouldn't do the same. But I can blame them, I'd sing her this."
At times, I want to slap every boy in the face. Regardless of what they did and didn't do. I'm sorry, bear with me. This state of hate is crawling into my skin, and spreading the vivid emotion to every corner of my body.
And baby when they knock you, down and out, that's where you oughta stay.