I should have published this blog before the 3-4 previous blogs I wrote.Ok so I'm currently on Spring holidays, and I'm having the time of my life. I have so much planned; enjoying the sun as it bursts out its glorifying rays of pleasant heat onto our part of the world for the first time since it's annual hibernation, time spent with family and friends, being happy, discovering my purpose and current direction.
Firstly, I'll type about how people usually live regretting lost time with their families. I've had conversations with older friends about regretting lost time with their families, regretting the trouble they caused, regretting leaving school, regretting to create peace with past peers, regretting to realise earlier, and regretting to make amends. All I can do is give them sympathy for I cannot imagine living the rest of my life in regret. Being stubborn at an early age, I've learnt from their experiences and mine own experiences - I've learnt that blood is thicker than water. I cherish my family for everything, full stop. I'll spend most of my time with them, for in the future, there won't be any time left between us altogether.
My purpose, is to be happy. No one can lead me down and out, I'll be me for me. Not for you, or for anyone - for me. Being in a relationship, or any similars in that matter, do not have to power to make me whole for I am whole myself. Being in love? Much too early. Destiny? What kind of New Age bullshit is that? I'm the happiest I can be.
Current direction, I'm heading forward on my own pace with the guidance of God.
Obviously, I don't know what to write.
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