Sunday, January 4, 2009

A Million Thank Yous...

...will never level the prayers
you have prayed for her.



I came home from the 18th party at 1:15am. I made sure my brother was still home and ready to sleep. He didn't sleep until an hour later, but I let him. I told myself, It's ok to be lenient for once. He's growing up anyway.
Dax stayed up with me until 4:30am, he wanted to stay up the whole night, but I told him no. We talked and he listened as I cried for 90% of the time. I have never cried this much in two days for anyone. I wouldn't stop worrying. She means the world to me.
Dax and I were supposed to watch Yes Man today, but I promised Lauren that I'd call her after the operation. He told me, "Don't worry. We can always watch it next week."
I woke up at 5pm. With 12.5 hours of sleep.
And I called her straight after I ate.
Relief.
She's in more pain than she originally was.
But it's been removed, hopefully she'll be better.

I asked her, "Do you want me to keep this secretive?"
She said, "No it's ok, you can tell. Pio [bf] wrote a chain letter and sent it to all his contacts."
I teased her. I smiled at the thought that he cares as much, my brother from another mother.

What basically happened was that she had a bacterial infection which poisoned her blood. This caused a boil to arise on her skin and it needed to be operated on, to be removed. I asked my mum what the proper term for it was, and she told me they still don't know what the diagnosis is. Gosh.

Your prayers mean the world to all of us.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Thank you Lord, especially.
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The usual entries will resume tomorrow.

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