Let's Drink To Memories We Share

I'm currently at my lowest point at the moment.
It'd be interesting to see if I can get any lower than this, I'll maybe intercept into the negatives as I'm already touching the x-axis. Though I hope for a turning point, pretty soon.
I've been doing my best to keep my head up, to minimise retaliation to criticism.
Loneliness is at its best at the moment, I'm used to it now.
But you then begin to realize that despite how many boys or girls you fall for or pimp with during your time, at the end of the day (not necessarily the end of the day), you find yourself going back to the person you fell the hardest for.
Even though we don't talk anymore, I'm still happy that we don't.

Dear parent,
Once your child is down, you don't keep beating them.