I Need You So Much Closer

"Well how long am I gonna have to "see what happens" before anything actually happens?"

Got to school, opened my locker and got a message from Michael; "Have a nice day at school biatch". Got my stuff and walked to class with a smile on my face. Walked in, and was questioned about why I left campus premises yesterday and for the reasoning. I didn't wanna make up anymore excuses so bluntly I told them, "I just left." and was told to be seen after morning homegroup. Morning homegroup ended and I walked into the teachers office. Geraden was on his way to the teachers office as well, we were clearly in the shits and we acknowledged each others' smiles about the thought. I sat down in a different office from where he sat, and I was questioned further. I zoned out most of the time, and was consciously awoken by these exact words, "If this continues any further, you're looking at a suspension here." I wanted to tell him about all the other times I skipped school and classes, but he finally bet me to it by saying "But I'll have to discuss it with the head of senior school about whether or not we'll just phone home about this." I wanted to stand up and tell him to stop being a pussy, to give me a punishment I honestly deserve. None of this pussy lay-offs because I'm a girl, I don't want a mere slap on the wrist.

After that, I made my way to history with my friends keen to know what went on. After history, I left to take my bus to Melton for IT. Oh glorious SACs. After IT, I took the bus back to home campus and had a chemistry SAC. It was actually 100000 times easier than I had initially anticipated.

After school I had work, and did my thing. I then went home, ate dinner and watched 'Talkin' 'Bout Your Generation'. After watching television for the first time in months, I went up to study for tomorrow's english and ad. gen. math SACs and realised I've already studied for 'em. I felt lonely and had decided to message Dax if he was free to chat. This was honestly the first decent phone conversation I've had in MONTHS. I talked to him about the missus and my insecurities, and despite his lack of help, he always seems to be able to make me feel much better after. He's a good pal, that guy.

Off to bed I go.
Love, Bonez.

Note to self: Drop by Yen's tomorrow after school.