And That's How I Lost My Virginity...

Abercrombie, Fitch and farm.

I walk alongside the crowd underneath the shade of the locker bay, walking parallel to those walking in the opposite direction. I keep my head focused ahead of me with fists punching down in the pockets of my blazer, Maybe he won't see me.

But I peak up to see if I could find you, trying my best to look like I'm not looking for you. To look like I'm only admiring the scenery, but I'm not. I look like I'm expecting someone to jump out of plane in the sky, only the sky is as clear as purified water. Shit, I feel and look pathetic.

I'm walking alone, and I don't notice that you approach, alone. And as you turn to look at me, I turn my head in a snap, refocusing ahead. Well pretending to, at least. I feel my muscles twinge as the corners of my lips begin to curl. I cover my mouth, as if I expect a sneeze. But I smile instead, it's impossible not to.

I spend the whole day thinking about it. This is so strange, I think to myself.

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Spent the whole night groaning in pain, my jaw wouldn't stop throbbing.
Woke up 20 minutes earlier than I usually do, got ready, waited for my brother.
Was late for class 'cause Gian hairsprayed his hair and it looked like a chem. prac. gone wrong.
Ad. gen. maths first thing in the morning up at Melton with Thea, took the bus back to Caroline Springs with Lawrence.
Laughed and gagged on my fruit/jelly cup, I swear I did not spit mandarine bits on Lawrence's blazer.
Had school photos, seriously the funniest thing in the world at the moment.
Felt sick throughout the whole day, I wanted to vomit and faint.
I was so hungry, I couldn't eat properly. But my eating's pretty decent now.
Went to the sick bay and rocked up to Methods late.
Mum talked to my boss saying that I couldn't go to work for the whole week.
Ch'yuhs. Went to Jady's house. This cute little old lady who alters dresses.
I had to have my ball dress altered, and I have never stripped in front of anyone before.
Went to Panic Pizza in Deer Park and the guy there tried to chat me up. Wtf dude?
Went joyriding with mum, went home and blogged.

Sorry to disappoint you, there are no references of 'me losing my virginity' in the text. I still have my hymen intact, thanks.
Fuck all blad, I want to drop out of school and do drugs.