Loneliness
is being with you -
when you are thinking
of someone else -
~ Nan Witcomb
is being with you -
when you are thinking
of someone else -
~ Nan Witcomb
Usual day today.
I hold close the fact that my inner self is well masked and hidden, playing the role of a clown, pretending there's nothing going on at all within these gridiron walls I call my 'head'. I'm coping quite well with life, although loneliness is the only hinder obliterating the rest of my optimising senses. I could cry, but it would be completely pointless to.
Juxtaposition your heart and mine, what do you see? Incongruence. Impossibility.
I'm fighting with myself, not to give into hurtful temptation. I'm avoiding you, any and everything that I know is of your certainty. Because if I did, all the time and hard work I put back into redeeming myself would come crashing back down. I would explain what all this means, but I'm getting fairly tired of it all.
I guess it's a good thing my daily blogs are becoming a habit. I know that nobody reads this, but this is for mine own benefit. After this I'll be downloading music, I've got my IT SAC to do, and my Legal homework. I got 35 out of 50 (A) for my Programming SAC, considering how bad I did in that. I should've put in a little more effort, but I guess it's a little late now.
I'm currently reading 3 books:
- How To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
- The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
- Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
I'm reading 3 books at the moment because I started reading How To Kill A Mockingbird at a friend's place while I was waiting for her to get dressed. I managed to reach chapter 4. With The Lovely Bones, it was my bestfriend's book which I was reading on the way to Adelaide. I got up to chapter 7. I own Wuthering Heights, and I'm currently broke. So I can't buy any those other 2 books to finish their stories.
I hold close the fact that my inner self is well masked and hidden, playing the role of a clown, pretending there's nothing going on at all within these gridiron walls I call my 'head'. I'm coping quite well with life, although loneliness is the only hinder obliterating the rest of my optimising senses. I could cry, but it would be completely pointless to.
Juxtaposition your heart and mine, what do you see? Incongruence. Impossibility.
I'm fighting with myself, not to give into hurtful temptation. I'm avoiding you, any and everything that I know is of your certainty. Because if I did, all the time and hard work I put back into redeeming myself would come crashing back down. I would explain what all this means, but I'm getting fairly tired of it all.
I guess it's a good thing my daily blogs are becoming a habit. I know that nobody reads this, but this is for mine own benefit. After this I'll be downloading music, I've got my IT SAC to do, and my Legal homework. I got 35 out of 50 (A) for my Programming SAC, considering how bad I did in that. I should've put in a little more effort, but I guess it's a little late now.
I'm currently reading 3 books:
- How To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
- The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
- Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
I'm reading 3 books at the moment because I started reading How To Kill A Mockingbird at a friend's place while I was waiting for her to get dressed. I managed to reach chapter 4. With The Lovely Bones, it was my bestfriend's book which I was reading on the way to Adelaide. I got up to chapter 7. I own Wuthering Heights, and I'm currently broke. So I can't buy any those other 2 books to finish their stories.
1 comment:
You srzly seem like someone I know OF. But yeah.
Your blogs are intriguing. (:
I don't mean to be random, but it's fun. I like how you think.
LOL, Sarah.
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