Apathetic

I simply don't give a fuck.

It's true, it's the worst attitude. They say you shouldn't give up when the going gets tough, and I rarely do. But this time, fuck it.
Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it.
I'll overuse the fourth most disturbing word I know.
What've I got to lose except everything? Nothing.

I'm so tired, I hate the seizures and panic attacks.
I hate school, I'm so tired. I'm tired of the same everyday routine.
I should go to sleep and never wake up.
No more pounding headaches, no more strife or feeling.
No more lack of appetite, no more shitty feeling.
No more idleness, no more fatigue.
Dsythmia, get the fuck outta my body you fucking fuck.