Thursday, March 19, 2009

Can You Hear? The Crowd Is Calling, "Hey, Sing Louder Now."

I had another dream last night,
But this time it was about you.

You stayed over at my house; I was pretending to be asleep when you arrived so I wouldn't have to talk to you. You stayed in the guest room that night.
I woke up in the morning and had a shower, I forgot my towel so mum handed me one. She left the door open and I saw you entering the other bathroom. You were talking to my brother about which toothbrush to use; I didn't see your face properly. I didn't want to. My heart was sinking.

My parents were aware of the situation. But they did nothing but stand on my side.

We were all on our way to your best friend's party; my whole family including you. You, my father and my brother took the other car and left early for that party whilst I wanted to take my time. I wanted to stay distant. Mum decided to stay with me, to keep me company. Mum and I finally arrived at the party that night and you were sitting on a chair in between our friends. I greeted them all with a kiss, though nothing came beyond a stare when it came to greeting you.

It felt as though we were awkward, that we were avoiding each other.
That'll happen most likely in real life.

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