Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Vindicated; I Am Selfish, I Am Wrong.

Late March, 2008. I remember singing 'So Long Sweet Summer'.
Did you know it was you I meant?

School is stressing. I want to be successful without the effort, but what would be the point of that? Being 'pro-active' sounds like the worst thing to be as idleness cradles my body; indoctrinating me with thoughts of procrastination.
But not only is it regarding the hourly pile of homework being thrown at me, it's the people at school. The fucked up minds and taunts towards each other. That's never going to get you anywhere good. Cliques and groups, the bitching, the hating and the dissing is tiring enough just hearing about it. High-school only adds to the drama; but it isn't always bad.

Had deb practice today; Rocky and I are doing well. Just need to work on timing and we're pro. Learnt the foxtrot and the sharmaine; that's two down, three more to go.

What's the point of being with someone if it's not you?
I'm tired, I want to be alone.

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