My mum motherfucking lies, lies, LIES.
I can't even trust my own mother.
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I had a dream last night.
I was swimming in Gatorade; the flavours changed every 30 minutes. Sometimes there would be no flavour. There were three lanes, all separated by glass panels. There were other people there, but I always swam in my own lane.
It was time to go and we all decided to get changed, my dream was a blur after that.
I was being driven in circles around my block by somebody's dad in a family van. I was in the passenger seat, the rest were in the back. The ones who weren't able to fit, carpooled with other people.
We were going to my house, and I stepped in.
Another surprise birthday party.
I told them that my birthday was three weeks ago, the only response I got was "Who cares?" It was my house, but in the dream it seemed bigger with large marble columns; the type you'd see in the Crown hotels. I was being introduced to people I didn't know. I didn't know what the surprise was about.
A friend of mine, whom does not exist in real life, tells me that my surprise was mingling in the crowd in the far corner. A group of people are following as she skips to the corner. Guys in black with their backs turned against me. All of them turned around but my eye only caught one.
I ran. I ran so fast, so far away from the place. My 'entourage' were following. They didn't understand 2 things;
1) I wanted to be left alone.
2) They didn't expect how this would affect me.
One of them finally caught up to me, and we decided to talk about different matters as we walked around this freakishly stunning home.
I reached my lounge room and I see a familiar face on the couch watching soccer with these other unknowns. I knew he wasn't watching soccer. It seriously wasn't his thing to 'watch soccer'.
Matthew. I skipped up to him and kissed him on the cheek, "Why haven't I seen you?"
"You did see me, you ran away. I was one of the surprises."
I was stunned and shocked and... Any other synonyms to surprised. He was upset because of that. "Hold your head high boy, I'm sorry, I didn't see you there."
I'm not sure if he was still upset but I decided to walk around some more, paranoid that I may ever bump into him. Paranoid and scared.
I decided to get out of there, and once again, that somebody's dad drove me, along with the other passengers who were in the previous drive. This time, everybody was carpooling and following our van. We drove around the block numerous times. Those who didn't have a car walked and rode their bikes. I saw some familiar faces but I grew scared. We were being followed by people I both know and don't know. It was like a zombie movie, except these people were alive.
I woke up.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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