Monday, August 11, 2008

The Glass Half Empty

"The glass half empty" is an expression which is not all that difficult to decipher. After all, it is an idiom of pessimism. How? It's much more cynical than saying that the "glass is half full". Do you see where I'm getting at?
You guessed it, I'm having another one of those 'I'm tired of everything' moments. It never ceases to leave me alone, let alone stretch the brooding hole of depression embedded on my chest. I really am tired.
I have a selfish and inconsiderate mother, a father who is never at home, blind friends and acquaintances. The only person left is my brother, whom I'm grately thankful for. Surprisingly, I was the one to lay all the hate on my brother when we were much, much younger. It's all changed through the years, I love the damn kid to death. I'll protect him until God forbids me to, 'cause I'll do everything in my power to stand up for him - whether he's right or wrong.
I can't wait until I get out of here. It's something I've been waiting for my whole life. I'm not gonna miss much, not much at all.
I'm currently acting one of the
Seven Deadly Sins; Sloth.
I'm ditching my stupid, good-for-nothing Commerce Assignment, and my Health assignment for this blog entry. Both due tomorrow, I'm supposed to be under a deal of stress but this is my form of relaxant.
I also came back from Mt Hotham last Friday night. The experience was amazing and I learnt how to snowboard. Although my wishes of forgetting what I left behind here was unfulfilled, I'm still continuing in fighting for my heart's release - redemption.

Short blog for today, I'm not in quite the happiest mood - hense the title "The Glass Half Empty".

This is how I disappear.

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