Darling Harbour

We cruised around Sydney as chortled cries of excitement echoed through the bus. Despite the cheerful noise, John Mayer serenaded - though setting the perfect soundtrack to the views and sights. I couldn't help but think "He would like it here, or there!" or "It'd be nice to take a stroll through Darling Harbour with him." Only was it then that I'd realized I've been incorporating him in everything beautiful.
And only was it then had I realized that I felt as though I'm the only one trying to make 'us' work. I'm sorry, but even before these past 4 days have I felt this way... Trying to put effort into growing into eachother. I understand that you get "shy", but at least try to maintain communication... So at least I know you haven't forgotten about me.

We can go for days without speaking to eachother, but we're currently on holidays. I'd understand if school commenced, but darling, please make the most out of it. I miss seeing your gay face.