God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You

"Your love is like a river, peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep.

When I look into your eyes, I know that it's true...
God must have spent a little more time on you..."

I panic in situations which require me to keep calm, and I'm placid in situations where panicking seems like the only thing to do.

It feels like 11:30, but it's only 9:48pm. Michael's sick at the moment, and I'm trying to keep him at home tomorrow so it needn't to worsen. Our plans for tomorrow can be rescheduled for some other day right? Oh boo, I was looking forward to it as well.

That's one thing about him: he always keeps me on my toes. There's always something about him that'll concern me and make me worry. Even when we weren't together yet, I'd always message to apologise for making him walk in the rain, or to check if he got home safely. I don't know if that's a normal thing to do? Or if that's accounted to as 'clingy'?

"You really care that much for me don't you?" Yeah I do, I really bloody do.

I originally had plans to attend 3 parties tomorrow. But I don't feel like attending any at all, I feel like staying the night in.

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"And once again the world turns it back, emotion's shown through the snarls of its teeth - thirsting to rip through the flesh of the young." - Bonez.