Wednesday, July 1, 2009

"Impend"


Half-hearted smiles

I came back just now from the city, I came home pretty late.
Mum hates that; he and I both call it "rapage hour".
We watched Transformers 2; was originally meant to be at IMAX but it sold out before either of us could say "Shit". So we decided to watch it at MC.
Ate Nandos chips, and later bought a green supercup from Hoyts.
He didn't take me home like he'd said, due to the plans made with his friends. Though that honestly wasn't a problem at all.
It doesn't quite feel the same, well whatever's going on between us.
My feelings remain, but it looks like nothing's ever going to happen.
Maybe we'll just stay friends, I don't know.
Sure, these things take time and I definitely don't want to rush things, but as I said before, I can't stand the mystery of it all. I need the clarification, the reassurance of the situation.
Assumptions are never good enough.
And second guessing? Don't get me started.
I won't be able to see him for another two weeks.
I miss hanging out already.
I honestly don't know what to feel.

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