Just Friends

I'm not trying to pressure you,
Just can't stop thinkin' 'bout you


I'm beginning to grow aware of any possible situations. A close friend of mine has given me a heads up on my current confusion and how it could possibly turn out since it's happened to her already. (Yee darling, you know who I'm talking about). Things may turn sour, he may just see me as a friend and my feelings may never be returned. It's harsh to consider such path, he's the only guy I've really liked so much since C. And considering that, I'm slowly beginning to doubt that anything will happen at all.

However many of my friends have been saying that the feelings are exchanged, even from our mutual friends, some of whom are people I hardly ever speak to. But I don't want to get my hopes up.

I'd prefer to be disappointingly uncertain and find out the feelings are mutual, rather than being hopeful and having to be shattered and disappointed when realising the truth.

We'll just have to see until Tuesday.
I should stop making a big deal out of this.

Happy 18th Darren